New Year !!

Still got 7 minutes, year 2008 will be finish.... Year 2009 will be coming soon....
Everybody going out to celebrate with friends, family and lover...
This year will be a bit different for me, because my boyfriend not around in KL...
He having training in Langkawi now...
Although this year he didn't celebrate with me...
But we can celebrate together in the future...
Every year.....
Happy together ever after....
Dear, Happy New Year 2009...
I love you forever..... Muacks!!!!

Sad...

Today is a bad day for me. I argue with my dear. I cry for him...... What happen to me? How come i become so weak in love.... I feel i am drop deeply into the relationship... I am very serious with him.... When i can't find him, i will worry about him until cry... I try to told myself.... Don;t be that, calm down... But finally i also can't do that.... Just because I love him.... Really really love him.... I don't know start from when, but i know maybe i can't live without him..... But why we want argue because of small matters.....

Family

This is the photo of my family...

My younger sister, me, my dear, my 2nd sister, her boyfriend...

My eldest sister's husband, my eldest sister, my mum and my dad....

I love this photo ...

It is warm and also because my dear is inside with me also....

Hopefully one day i have my own warm and sweet family with my dear...

I am confidence that our family will be happy ever after....

Dear ... Loving you...

Drama < The Gem Of Life >

The Gem of Life:

This is the drama that TVB use arounf few hundred million to produce it. When i start to hear that, i can imagine that this will be a big production... The first thing which interest me is the actor and actress in this drama. That will be included Gigi Lai, Moses Chan, Bowie Lam, Ada Choi, Maggie Shiu, Kenny Wong, Linda Chung, Bosco Wong and Wong Hei. Is a big group which full with handsome and pretty. Second this drama has been take shot in few different country which included Thailand, France, China, Tibet...

After few weeks, the drama has been come out of the middle episode. I love to see the shot of Gigi and Moses (which is Terrence & Constance). There are so sweet, romantic couple... When i see them, i will remember me and my dear also. We also sweet as them. Although now he is far from me, but our heart is together. And my love with him won't ever change because of distance.

My dear in airport

Yesterday has receive a mms from my dear. It is a photo which take in the airport. He was inside a small plane. Seem so cool! But he look like more thin before he leaving K.L. Poor my dear, the studies in there sure not very easy. But i know and also believe that my dear can handle it. Because in my heart he is smart and the best!

My Dear, Gambateh! You can do it! Love you.

Study hard

4th day:

Friday morning, feel a bit relax because today is the last working day of this week. So tomorow i should has some time to rest and take a breath to do my personal matters. Yesterday has talking with my dear. Know that now he feeling better from his sick and study hard there. In the flying school actually is nothing to do, you just can stay there and study. but i think is good for him also, he no need to worry about other things and just concentrate on his studies. So i really hope that he get a good result but don't stress himself. I will be always support him and stay beside with him. Dear, gambateh!!!!

2nd day

Dear:

This are the 2nd day that you have your training in Langkawi. I am still not suitable myself with the life which without your face. But please don't worry about me, because I will take care myself. Just because before you leaving I already give you a promise that I will do it. So I will keep my promise. Dear, I am so touching when you give me a promise also. You promise that you will be good in there. And you also promise me to wait you for 2 years. Don't worry, no matter how many years, I also will wait for you.

I love you.

my dear

Today my boyfriend will going to Langkawi to have his cadet pilot training. The early morning when i wake up for work, i feel really uncomfortable. I think the big cause is because he will be leaving soon.... Although Langkawi is not far from KL, but i still feel sad. But i also know that he is leaving for his dream job and for our future also. And no matter how i will giving 100% trust to him. I know he will take care for himself. I also will waiting him come back. During this 2 years period, i will finish my part time course studies. I will also take care myself. I won't let him worry about me. I want him to be relax and proud of me. For me, he is smart, active and understanding. I am really thank god to give him to me as the best present that i never had. I believe that i had found my true love. And i also wishing him all the best in his training. Dear, just want to let you know, i am proud and happy with you. I love you and miss you so much.